E ngā mana, e ngā reo, e rau rangatira ma
Tēnā koutou, tēnā koutou, tēnā koutou katoa. My Name is Mattie O’Carroll. I was born and raised in Manurewa, Auckland until I was 10 years old and we moved to Taranaki, where my dad is from. I am the Pōtiki of four tamariki. I attended a variety of different schools both in Auckland and Taranaki. All in a mainstream setting. Throughout my life I didn’t have the best experiences at school. I was diagnosed with attention deficit disorder in intermediate, and I never really felt like I belonged being a Māori kid in a mainstream school. I always knew I wanted to work with our tamariki, so future tamariki didn’t have similar experiences when at kura.
During my second year at Inglewood High, I came across Why Ora, through a programme offered at our school where students could go and experience first-hand what it was like working in the health industry (Rapuara Hauora). Initially I just signed up for a free day out of school. But little did I know that the experience and the people I would meet would ignite my passion for teaching.
Although I didn’t follow a pathway into the health industry, I found education outside of a mainstream setting.
Before Why Ora all I saw was education being taught like that – you went to class, sat through a lecture and completed the work. No connection to the outside world or how I would benefit from those classes when I finished high school.
The following year I didn’t manage to gain my NCEA Level 1, so I made the decision to drop out of high school and turned to alternative education, where I gained my NCEA level 1, 2 and 3 and I found my pathway into teaching. With frequent check-ups from my Why Ora kaimahi to see how I was getting on, I moved onto my certificate in teacher aiding and eventually on to my bachelor’s degree in education, Te Tohu Paetahi Ako through Te Whare Wānanga o Awanuiārangi.
I had my trials and tribulations during my degree, with setbacks and times when I wanted to quit, but I persevered, keeping in mind that I am doing this for our tamariki, for our future generations. And for my whānau. In 2024 I graduated. Currently, I am now working full-time at Waitara East School as a year 1-3 Kaiako in the bilingual unit, Te Kāhui o Ngā Mata Raukura, to guide and nurture our tamariki and give them the skills they need to be our leaders of tomorrow.